Surrender

Part 1
So often we’re convinced we can hold on to control
Even through letting go
As long as it’s within the confines of our willingness and time
but there comes a time in all of our lives where the sin
begins to spin
and twirl
creating a whirl
wind
leaving us questioning when this world will bend
and resubmit to the control that we hold
As unmanageable as this sin in our lives has become
Its not truly enough to admit that “I am powerless”
And submit to a Power much greater
Than i could ever fathom
I’d rather
hold on
 
 
Part 2
I wasn’t really sure about it when I began
I figured I’d humor a few friends
but I never believed
I thought that I’d birth
A new change without having to conceive
This concept
I Made a decision to turn my will and my life over to the care of God
as i understood Him a long time ago
and was so focused on learning about what God thought
that I never sought
to simply ask Him what He wanted me to know
again, in, the sin swept
like a thief in the night
It robbed me of my sleep
killed off my peace
It tried to destroy the image of who God created me to be.
 
Part 3
I found an amazing thing happens when we rely on God
Not man
There is a supernatural peace released from within
And not always received well
we have to trust that
us
God will never fell
Right the wrongs from strong sin over many years
Is the basis of all amends
When we go first without consulting God we drink from poisonous wells
When only living waters can satiate
I had to turn my will over to God and let Him lift the weight
If I could’ve done it alone, it would’ve already been done
you have to turn your sin over to God and let him lift the weight
If you could’ve done it alone, it would’ve already been done