mood changes

shifting like northern winds

new found stranges

lifted like week old sins

ups

downs

lefts

rights

smiles

frowns

darkness

lights

in

outs

arounds

arounds

my thoughts

are taking over

my mind is

but a militant soldier

follow orders

stay in line

don’t think back

thoughts sublime

think faster

think harder

find a way

i need answers

answers evading

the lights fading

time ticking

think harder

think harder

think faster

the ups and downs will never go away

i have realized over the years that they choose to stay

but one thing i can alter is how i indulge in the haze

when my mind is on fire can only sit and watch it blaze