Awaken

I can feel the vibration of my soul
The tectonic drifting, uplifting at times
Can leave my feet unsteadily unready to step into line
The time it takes for the shifting to cease
Lies in the sedation of meditation in which the negotiations deplete
The release can be evident
Though I feel it’s not always relevant
The prevalence of my nature sets in
The stages of my soul dance and cut in as a benevolent step in
They step on each others toes in an attempt to catch the measure
That’s when the vibrations feel like deep bass encased as a weapon instead of a treasure
What feels like an assault to my senses convinces my yesterday’s to relent
The vibrational hesitation is to accept the graduation
To stay right here where in comfort we all live disproportionately
To stay right here where the vibrations that left me beaten to a pulp
now disguised as a soothing massage where the fisaud has become enough
my souls parts are bartering for my attention and it’s me extorting me

When the earth begins to tremble we run for steady ground
yet when my soul begins to pulsate, I pretend it’s not happening and just sit down
I can feel every fiber of my soul like rain dropping into man made holes
where the hairs on my arms alarm to forewarn me of pending danger
this new me and this old me are at war like distant strangers fighting for the same lover

my soul

awaken o my soul
for yet again you are needed
in you lies the freedom to remain captive
but to The Captor that has freed it
come into line o my soul
for you are the key to every locked door that I’ve yet to find
you are where I exist
it is within your helix that I desist
my soul o my soul
without all of you I am but a fragmented picture
unframed and untamed as broken cement requires more than stitches

my soul

this new me and this old me are at war like distant strangers fighting for the same lover
where the hairs on my arms alarm to forewarn me of pending danger
I can feel every fiber of my soul like rain dropping into man made holes
yet when my soul begins to pulsate, I pretend it’s not happening and just sit down
When the earth begins to tremble we run for steady ground
my souls parts are bartering for my attention and it’s me extorting me
now disguised as a soothing massage where the fisaud has become enough
To stay right here where the vibrations that left me beaten to a pulp
To stay right here where in comfort we all live disproportionately
The vibrational hesitation is to accept the graduation
What feels like an assault to my senses convinces my yesterday’s to relent
That’s when the vibrations feel like deep bass encased as a weapon instead of a treasure
They step on each others toes in an attempt to catch the measure
The stages of my soul dance and cut in as a benevolent step in
The prevalence of my nature sets in
Though I feel it’s not always relevant
The release can be evident
Lies in the sedation of meditation in which the negotiations deplete
The time it takes for the shifting to cease
Can leave my feet unsteadily unready to step into line
The tectonic drifting, uplifting at times
I can feel the vibration of my soul

No matter which angle from which I see you
To me, they all make sense and I wouldn’t be me w/o you being you
It is in the acceptance of your presence
Every flawed and immoral yet beautifully floral adorance of your essence
Where I can connect to you and through you my tomorrows continue manifesting